Arigatou (ありがとう)...
ありがとう...ほんとに ありがとう...
Thank you....really thank you...
Thank you for being always there for me.
This song just reminds me of you....
Thank you for coming into my life... in a midst of a million of people out there... thank you for touching a piece of my soul and sharing time with me... I would like to say thank you to the one person who came and change my life... if time can be turn back... i wouldn't want to change it any other way... Thank you for making me believe again...
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Note to God.... a Beautiful song. :D
If I wrote a Note to God...
I would speak what's in my soul...
I want you to be bless in every way possible.
I would wish that you be safe and sound...
that everything you do... you be well look after...
that success would come to you...
that you know... I love you
and I wish the best for you...
If one good deed can be circulated around... hope it reaches those who really needs it...
Please remember by leann rimes.
Time, sometimes the time just slips away
And your left with yesterday
Left with the memories
I, I ll always think of you and smile
And be happy for the time
I had you with me
Though we go our seperate ways
I won t forget so don t forget
The memories we made
Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine
While we were wild and free
Please remember, please remember me
Goodbye, there s just no sadder word to say
And it s sad to walk away
With just the memories
Who s to know what might have been
We ll leave behind a life and time
We ll never know again
Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
And remember, please remember me
Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine
While we were wild and free
Then remember, please remember me
And how we laugh and how we smile
And how this world was yours and mine
And how a dream was out of reach
I stood by you, you stood by me
We took each day and made it shine
We wrote our names across the sky
We ride so fast, we ride so free
I had you and you had me
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Memory is a way of holding onto the things you love, the things you are, the things you never want to lose.
It's surprising how much memory is built around things that go unnoticed at the time. ~Barbara Kingsolver
Letting go isn't the same as giving up... I didn't give up. But I realize, I can't hold on to something I never have...
Friday, October 2, 2009
That's when you know.... by Gareth Gates.
For everyone
The story goes
There's a special someone
To make them whole
Someone to give their heart completely
And you may search
High and low
And when you find your angel
And when you know
Then you finally get that feeling
It'll be as clear as the air you're breathing
That's when the world feels small beneath your feet
Its when the stars above are only just out of reach
When you feel you're alive for the very first time
And there's nothing that you can rise above
That's when you know that you're in love
Who can tell the time and place
When you see your soul reflected in their face
It'll be a spell you're under
And it'll hit you just like thunder
That's when the world feels small beneath your feet
It's when the stars above are only just out of reach
When you feel you're alive for the very first time
And when you hold them in your arms and cant let go
That's when you know
For all of my life
I have been searching
For something i couldn't find
But now that i know that you are the one
I understand
I read the signs
Cos now the world feels small beneath my feet
And all the stars above are only just out of reach
When you feel you're alive for the very first time
And there's nothing that you can rise above
That's when you know that your in love
Sunday, September 13, 2009
The holiday
This happens to be the 1st Island Trip in 2009.
Day 1: Arrival @Subang Airport.
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Too early and too excited...everyone was hyped up for the trip.
Reach the Merang Jetty around 10.15am and the boat ride was rather slow... only arrive the Island @11.30am....lunch is only served at 12.00pm.
Meet the rest of my cousins and friends and had lunch together. Food was good. The Resort was rather empty as most of the guest will only arrive on the weekends. So, it's like we had the whole place to ourselves... interesting :)
1st Snorkeling session round the island and seen alot of mini trigger fish, some clown fishes, blue and yellow parrot fish. Seen pike fish and baby black tip sharks near the pier.There was a big jellyfish that was wash up shore. Crabs and octopus as well. :)
Quite eventful to have seen those fishes in this trip. Sunblock was slather all over again and again...SPF 50 Banana Boat...the highest SPF we can find :P
Then later there was tea break and towards the evening, we hang out at the beach and some of us sunbath and some continue to snorkel around.
Pictionary challenge was fun. We break into 2 teams and everyone was doing their best to score for the team. Some draw....some acted... some guess...haha... everyone was having a blast...very competitive indeed.
Day 2: Island life began.
===========================
Everyone had a good night sleep after the game and breakfast was served. We break into 2 teams... some of us snorkel out...some of us went for dives. This time, we didn't go out by boat, instead we snorkel out from shore. My sis went with my cousins to snorkel past the cove and luckily they found the boat to take them back shore... else not...it gonna be a long way to swim back.
Got we very worried that day :( Not only was I worried for my sis, but in the island itself - there lies many scary creatures... like the giant monitor lizard, the green gecko, big spiders and slimy tree snakes... ewww.... yuck.
One of those tree dwellers fall on my leg when I was picking up the pink float... :( after that... I was really freaking out. Didn't help the fact, others was really laughing at me...oooo... :(
Evening session, we walk around the beach and walk towards the rocky cliff area, pretty neat and took some pics there. It was really breezy and nice. Sun isn't too hot. :)
Later @nite, we went for karaoke session and some of us went for gin rummy...leng took her set there.
The night was cold and cloudy... didn't manage to see my stars that night.
Day 3: More guest coming to the island.
=======================================
It's a weekend and after breakfast, we can seee more and more guest coming to check in to the island. Okay, it's getting crowded now but it's still fun. Today, we are going to Marine park for snorkeling.
The park itself is pretty crowded during weekends as other resort boats are also there. We saw the ship wreck area and the fishes there are a little bigger (most likely the tourist food).
Today we got some kayaks and we went out to sea again. Lucky day, got to see a really big black tip shark and some bigger trigger fish. Nice! :)
The corals are also more colorful towards the deeper end and it look so peaceful under the sea. We swap kayaks half way and leng got into the water, but we also overturn the kayak a few times... a little shocking...but luckily everything was under control.
Half way snorkeling, i really feel very tired... really no strength to continue on...I headed back to shore and rest. That night, we play more gin rummy and chit chat... the spider in Yinn's room was also a topic we laugh and talk about. Deflating the floats and having girl talk.
The entire trip weather has been great and sunny, luckily for us... it only rain in the night and on the last day when we are leaving the island.
Day 4: Leaving the island life
===============================
Gloomy sunday morning, it was raining heavily and everyone wake up early for breakfast.
On the ferry, everyone was a little drench but we still manage to take group snapshots and laugh our way through. Once we reach the mainland, we headed out to look for the famous Keropok lekor and later went to find lunch around KT (Kuala Terrengganu) chinatown.
Wanted to look for a nice sundress...but the price just ain't right. We walk somemore and went to see snakes and peacocks at the local temple. After that we just chill out at the KT airport. Pretty neat airport as it's still new.
Was really sleepy and slept a bit on the plane...a little uncomfortable as the weather was raining and a little turbulence on air...once we reach back Subang, Jean pick us up and everyone started to depart and bid our farewells.
Another memorable island trip and will definitely plan more future trips again.
Day 1: Arrival @Subang Airport.
===============================
Too early and too excited...everyone was hyped up for the trip.
Reach the Merang Jetty around 10.15am and the boat ride was rather slow... only arrive the Island @11.30am....lunch is only served at 12.00pm.
Meet the rest of my cousins and friends and had lunch together. Food was good. The Resort was rather empty as most of the guest will only arrive on the weekends. So, it's like we had the whole place to ourselves... interesting :)
1st Snorkeling session round the island and seen alot of mini trigger fish, some clown fishes, blue and yellow parrot fish. Seen pike fish and baby black tip sharks near the pier.There was a big jellyfish that was wash up shore. Crabs and octopus as well. :)
Quite eventful to have seen those fishes in this trip. Sunblock was slather all over again and again...SPF 50 Banana Boat...the highest SPF we can find :P
Then later there was tea break and towards the evening, we hang out at the beach and some of us sunbath and some continue to snorkel around.
Pictionary challenge was fun. We break into 2 teams and everyone was doing their best to score for the team. Some draw....some acted... some guess...haha... everyone was having a blast...very competitive indeed.
Day 2: Island life began.
===========================
Everyone had a good night sleep after the game and breakfast was served. We break into 2 teams... some of us snorkel out...some of us went for dives. This time, we didn't go out by boat, instead we snorkel out from shore. My sis went with my cousins to snorkel past the cove and luckily they found the boat to take them back shore... else not...it gonna be a long way to swim back.
Got we very worried that day :( Not only was I worried for my sis, but in the island itself - there lies many scary creatures... like the giant monitor lizard, the green gecko, big spiders and slimy tree snakes... ewww.... yuck.
One of those tree dwellers fall on my leg when I was picking up the pink float... :( after that... I was really freaking out. Didn't help the fact, others was really laughing at me...oooo... :(
Evening session, we walk around the beach and walk towards the rocky cliff area, pretty neat and took some pics there. It was really breezy and nice. Sun isn't too hot. :)
Later @nite, we went for karaoke session and some of us went for gin rummy...leng took her set there.
The night was cold and cloudy... didn't manage to see my stars that night.
Day 3: More guest coming to the island.
=======================================
It's a weekend and after breakfast, we can seee more and more guest coming to check in to the island. Okay, it's getting crowded now but it's still fun. Today, we are going to Marine park for snorkeling.
The park itself is pretty crowded during weekends as other resort boats are also there. We saw the ship wreck area and the fishes there are a little bigger (most likely the tourist food).
Today we got some kayaks and we went out to sea again. Lucky day, got to see a really big black tip shark and some bigger trigger fish. Nice! :)
The corals are also more colorful towards the deeper end and it look so peaceful under the sea. We swap kayaks half way and leng got into the water, but we also overturn the kayak a few times... a little shocking...but luckily everything was under control.
Half way snorkeling, i really feel very tired... really no strength to continue on...I headed back to shore and rest. That night, we play more gin rummy and chit chat... the spider in Yinn's room was also a topic we laugh and talk about. Deflating the floats and having girl talk.
The entire trip weather has been great and sunny, luckily for us... it only rain in the night and on the last day when we are leaving the island.
Day 4: Leaving the island life
===============================
Gloomy sunday morning, it was raining heavily and everyone wake up early for breakfast.
On the ferry, everyone was a little drench but we still manage to take group snapshots and laugh our way through. Once we reach the mainland, we headed out to look for the famous Keropok lekor and later went to find lunch around KT (Kuala Terrengganu) chinatown.
Wanted to look for a nice sundress...but the price just ain't right. We walk somemore and went to see snakes and peacocks at the local temple. After that we just chill out at the KT airport. Pretty neat airport as it's still new.
Was really sleepy and slept a bit on the plane...a little uncomfortable as the weather was raining and a little turbulence on air...once we reach back Subang, Jean pick us up and everyone started to depart and bid our farewells.
Another memorable island trip and will definitely plan more future trips again.
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Another trigger thought....
"What is the meaning of life?" is a question many people ask themselves at some point during their lives, most in the context "What is the purpose of life?" In variation, these are the more common answers we can get....
...to chase dreams
...to live one's dreams
...to spend it for something that will outlast it
...to matter: to count, to stand for something, to have made some difference that you lived at all
...to expand one's potential in life
...to become the person you've always wanted to be
...to become the best version of yourself
...to seek happiness and flourish
...to be a true authentic human being
...to be able to put the whole of oneself into one's feelings, one's work, one's beliefs
...to follow our destiny
...to submit to our destiny
...to create your own destiny
...to find out the possibilities, since it is possible that the meaning of life is all the meanings listed here, or even multiple meanings rather than just one
The meaning of life is deeply mixed with the philosophical and religious conceptions... yet, without it... can we understand it???
The philosophical perspectives on the meaning of life are those ideologies which explain life in terms of ideals or abstractions defined by humans.
The religious perspectives on the meaning of life are those ideologies which explain life in terms of an implicit purpose not defined by humans.
The point is... everyone gets a chance to determine what outcome of life they want... irregardless you are philosophically guided or religiously guided... The choice is always on yourself, not on what others say or think.
aih... really very free today... until become like this ya? not healthy right...
"加油吧，好人一定有好报"... this voice reminds me to stop feeling just for myself... when one person start to forget themselves, let them be reminded of others around them...
...to chase dreams
...to live one's dreams
...to spend it for something that will outlast it
...to matter: to count, to stand for something, to have made some difference that you lived at all
...to expand one's potential in life
...to become the person you've always wanted to be
...to become the best version of yourself
...to seek happiness and flourish
...to be a true authentic human being
...to be able to put the whole of oneself into one's feelings, one's work, one's beliefs
...to follow our destiny
...to submit to our destiny
...to create your own destiny
...to find out the possibilities, since it is possible that the meaning of life is all the meanings listed here, or even multiple meanings rather than just one
The meaning of life is deeply mixed with the philosophical and religious conceptions... yet, without it... can we understand it???
The philosophical perspectives on the meaning of life are those ideologies which explain life in terms of ideals or abstractions defined by humans.
The religious perspectives on the meaning of life are those ideologies which explain life in terms of an implicit purpose not defined by humans.
The point is... everyone gets a chance to determine what outcome of life they want... irregardless you are philosophically guided or religiously guided... The choice is always on yourself, not on what others say or think.
aih... really very free today... until become like this ya? not healthy right...
"加油吧，好人一定有好报"... this voice reminds me to stop feeling just for myself... when one person start to forget themselves, let them be reminded of others around them...
Sunday, August 23, 2009
The climb...
Feeling much better now...
It's only when you hit rock bottom...then the only way to go... is up....
and now...the climb has begun...
For those who had worries for me... don't worry. I will fall. I will stand up.
It's a part of life....everyone also goes through that day in day out... I'm no different. So...it's really pointless to worry...haha...
But, I do thank you, if you did worry for me... cause...that is when you are concern. I'm thankful for your concern and care.
Been thinking alot these days.... it's a normal routine process. Felt that, I'm not troubled...but rather enlighten.
Learn that the 1st step sometimes is not the hardest... but the consistent steps are more challenging... because you know, you are on your way up. There is a need to build the momentum of your climb.
Climb too fast...you end up panting and feeling more restless to hold on....
Climb too slow...you end up feeling lazy to continue the climb...haha...
Humans are really complicated arent' they....
Then again, life is just as complicated as we allow them to be... :)
Which is why I believe, for different people... there is always a different process...
Important areas to look at:
===========================
1)Goal and Objectives
2)Types of Motivation
3)Types of Process/ Methods use to obtain the goal.
4)Various types of end results
Case 1:
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Good Goals/Intention + Wrong Motivation + Wrong Process/Methods = Bad Results
Case 2:
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Good Goals/Intention + Right Motivation + Wrong Process/Methods = Dissatisfied Results
Case 3:
========
Good Goals/Intention + Right Motivation + Right Process/Methods = Satisfied Results
***If the Goal in the beginning is bad...then no point la...haha... you also don't intend to set good goals for yourself, meaning not important to motivate or process it...so, no results required.
Even the most purest goal/intention...can be tainted and afflicted if the process used is ruthless, demanding and cruel... thus what is really the expected end result?
Many methods to choose... but need to use it wisely...
Certain times calls for certain methods...
certain times...calls not for certain methods...
This is what I think for now...
It's only when you hit rock bottom...then the only way to go... is up....
and now...the climb has begun...
For those who had worries for me... don't worry. I will fall. I will stand up.
It's a part of life....everyone also goes through that day in day out... I'm no different. So...it's really pointless to worry...haha...
But, I do thank you, if you did worry for me... cause...that is when you are concern. I'm thankful for your concern and care.
Been thinking alot these days.... it's a normal routine process. Felt that, I'm not troubled...but rather enlighten.
Learn that the 1st step sometimes is not the hardest... but the consistent steps are more challenging... because you know, you are on your way up. There is a need to build the momentum of your climb.
Climb too fast...you end up panting and feeling more restless to hold on....
Climb too slow...you end up feeling lazy to continue the climb...haha...
Humans are really complicated arent' they....
Then again, life is just as complicated as we allow them to be... :)
Which is why I believe, for different people... there is always a different process...
Important areas to look at:
===========================
1)Goal and Objectives
2)Types of Motivation
3)Types of Process/ Methods use to obtain the goal.
4)Various types of end results
Case 1:
=======
Good Goals/Intention + Wrong Motivation + Wrong Process/Methods = Bad Results
Case 2:
=======
Good Goals/Intention + Right Motivation + Wrong Process/Methods = Dissatisfied Results
Case 3:
========
Good Goals/Intention + Right Motivation + Right Process/Methods = Satisfied Results
***If the Goal in the beginning is bad...then no point la...haha... you also don't intend to set good goals for yourself, meaning not important to motivate or process it...so, no results required.
Even the most purest goal/intention...can be tainted and afflicted if the process used is ruthless, demanding and cruel... thus what is really the expected end result?
Many methods to choose... but need to use it wisely...
Certain times calls for certain methods...
certain times...calls not for certain methods...
This is what I think for now...
Thursday, August 20, 2009
都是你 (It's you) by 光良 (Guang Liang)
都是你
谁改变了我的世界
没有方向没有日夜
我看著天这一刻在想你
是否会对我一样思念
你曾说我们有一个梦
等到那天我们来实现
我望著天在心中默默念
下一秒你出现在眼前
想念的心装满的都是你
我的钢琴弹奏的都是你
我的日记写满的都是你的名
才发现又另一个黎明
你曾说我们有一个梦
等到那天我们来实现
我望著天在心中默默念
下一秒你出现在眼前
想念的心装满的都是你
我的钢琴弹奏的都是你
我的日记写满的都是你的名
才发现又另一个黎明
我的日记写满的都是你的名
才发现又另一个黎明
这是我对你爱的累积
Translations and PinYin
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Shui gai bian le wo de shi jie
Who changed my world
Mei you fang xiang
Without a direction
mei you ri ye
Without days and nights
Wo kan zhe tian
I stare at the sky
Zhe yi ke zai xiang ni
In this moment while I think of you
Shi fou hui dui wo yi yang si nian
Wondering perhaps if youÂ’re missing me too
Ni ceng shuo
YouÂ’ve said before
Wo men you yi ge meng
We have a dream
Deng dao na tian
Waiting for that day
Wo men lai shi xian
For us to make it come true
Wo wang zhe tian
I stare at the sky
Zai xin zhong mo mo nian
Whispering softly in my heart
Xia yi miao ni qu xian zai yan qian
You will appear in front of me in the next moment
Xiang nian de xin
My heart thatÂ’s yearning
Zhong man de dou shi ni
Is filled also with you
Wo de gang qing
My piano
Dan zou de dou shi ni
Is also playing you
Wo de ri ji
My diary
Xie man de dou shi ni de ming
Is written full with your name also
Cai fa xian you ling yi ge li ming
Then I realize,thereÂ’s another dawn
Zhe shi wo
This is my
Dui ni ai de lei ji
Accumulation of my love to you
谁改变了我的世界
没有方向没有日夜
我看著天这一刻在想你
是否会对我一样思念
你曾说我们有一个梦
等到那天我们来实现
我望著天在心中默默念
下一秒你出现在眼前
想念的心装满的都是你
我的钢琴弹奏的都是你
我的日记写满的都是你的名
才发现又另一个黎明
你曾说我们有一个梦
等到那天我们来实现
我望著天在心中默默念
下一秒你出现在眼前
想念的心装满的都是你
我的钢琴弹奏的都是你
我的日记写满的都是你的名
才发现又另一个黎明
我的日记写满的都是你的名
才发现又另一个黎明
这是我对你爱的累积
Translations and PinYin
========================
Shui gai bian le wo de shi jie
Who changed my world
Mei you fang xiang
Without a direction
mei you ri ye
Without days and nights
Wo kan zhe tian
I stare at the sky
Zhe yi ke zai xiang ni
In this moment while I think of you
Shi fou hui dui wo yi yang si nian
Wondering perhaps if youÂ’re missing me too
Ni ceng shuo
YouÂ’ve said before
Wo men you yi ge meng
We have a dream
Deng dao na tian
Waiting for that day
Wo men lai shi xian
For us to make it come true
Wo wang zhe tian
I stare at the sky
Zai xin zhong mo mo nian
Whispering softly in my heart
Xia yi miao ni qu xian zai yan qian
You will appear in front of me in the next moment
Xiang nian de xin
My heart thatÂ’s yearning
Zhong man de dou shi ni
Is filled also with you
Wo de gang qing
My piano
Dan zou de dou shi ni
Is also playing you
Wo de ri ji
My diary
Xie man de dou shi ni de ming
Is written full with your name also
Cai fa xian you ling yi ge li ming
Then I realize,thereÂ’s another dawn
Zhe shi wo
This is my
Dui ni ai de lei ji
Accumulation of my love to you
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
IF by Bread :)
This is a very romantic song... don't know why...it just kinda stuck in my head and heart today...haha...
although still not fully recover yet... but i'm getting better. Flu isn't as bad, cough still got...but it will go away soon. Just need to watch what i eat and take care of myself :)
I think... if i can paint... a thousand words is still insufficient..haha...
cause there is just so much to say. :P
But I'm content... I am happy to know that people are safe and sound. I guess that is more important. Smile silly girl...just smile... :):):)
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If a picture paints a thousand words,
then why can't I paint you?
The words would never show,
the you I've come to know . . .
If a face could launch a thousand ships,
then where am I to go?
There's no one home but you,
you're all that's left me to . . .
And when my love for life
is running dry,
You come and pour
yourself on me . . .
If a man could be two places at one time,
I'd be with you,
tomorrow and today,
beside you all the way . . .
If the world should stop revolving,
Spinning slowly down to die,
I'd spend the end with you
when the world was through . . .
Then one by one
the stars would all go out . . .
Then you and I
would simply fly away!
although still not fully recover yet... but i'm getting better. Flu isn't as bad, cough still got...but it will go away soon. Just need to watch what i eat and take care of myself :)
I think... if i can paint... a thousand words is still insufficient..haha...
cause there is just so much to say. :P
But I'm content... I am happy to know that people are safe and sound. I guess that is more important. Smile silly girl...just smile... :):):)
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If a picture paints a thousand words,
then why can't I paint you?
The words would never show,
the you I've come to know . . .
If a face could launch a thousand ships,
then where am I to go?
There's no one home but you,
you're all that's left me to . . .
And when my love for life
is running dry,
You come and pour
yourself on me . . .
If a man could be two places at one time,
I'd be with you,
tomorrow and today,
beside you all the way . . .
If the world should stop revolving,
Spinning slowly down to die,
I'd spend the end with you
when the world was through . . .
Then one by one
the stars would all go out . . .
Then you and I
would simply fly away!
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Please refresh my spirits... for me to move forward.
Lord help me be a better person each day.
Today I want to move on ahead, anew, refresh person...
Forgive me of my sins O Lord.
Please correct all the wrongs I've done...
I ask for forgiveness in my past and wisdom for my future.
If I am lost, please let me find you.
In Jesus Mighty Name, I Pray
Amen.
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Father God...
Thank you for this day Lord.
I commit myself in your Mighty hands.
Abba Father you lead and guide me through this day.
Yesterday has gone and tomorrow may never be mine.
Thank you for today O Lord...
It's a 'present' from you.
Show me Lord what you want me to do this day??
So many years of my life's gone by....
I don't know how long you will to keep me here on earth.
So...what do you want me to do today Lord???
Where do you want me to go??
What do you want me to say??
If you should lead me through a path that's new, let me not be afraid to walk along because your presence will abide with me.
This life I lay at your feet.
Help me to be the "Light" and "Salt" and let me make a difference in the lives of people I meet and interact with.
Abba Father help me not to bypass a person in need, a fellow pilgrim who's struggling, someone who has fallen by the way side.
Lord let me be a light to someone stumbling in the dark.
Use me Lord, let your will be done in my life and through my life.
Mould me and make me into a vessel of your choice and use me for your Glory Lord.
Let me decrease and you increase O Lord.
Thank you my loving Abba Father.
In JESUS Mighty Name...
AMEN~~~
Today I want to move on ahead, anew, refresh person...
Forgive me of my sins O Lord.
Please correct all the wrongs I've done...
I ask for forgiveness in my past and wisdom for my future.
If I am lost, please let me find you.
In Jesus Mighty Name, I Pray
Amen.
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Father God...
Thank you for this day Lord.
I commit myself in your Mighty hands.
Abba Father you lead and guide me through this day.
Yesterday has gone and tomorrow may never be mine.
Thank you for today O Lord...
It's a 'present' from you.
Show me Lord what you want me to do this day??
So many years of my life's gone by....
I don't know how long you will to keep me here on earth.
So...what do you want me to do today Lord???
Where do you want me to go??
What do you want me to say??
If you should lead me through a path that's new, let me not be afraid to walk along because your presence will abide with me.
This life I lay at your feet.
Help me to be the "Light" and "Salt" and let me make a difference in the lives of people I meet and interact with.
Abba Father help me not to bypass a person in need, a fellow pilgrim who's struggling, someone who has fallen by the way side.
Lord let me be a light to someone stumbling in the dark.
Use me Lord, let your will be done in my life and through my life.
Mould me and make me into a vessel of your choice and use me for your Glory Lord.
Let me decrease and you increase O Lord.
Thank you my loving Abba Father.
In JESUS Mighty Name...
AMEN~~~
I have a prayer request.... I am imperfect... but I really want to be on the right path again.
Lord, please help me. Set my heart right and stop me from messing up even more.
There is alot of turbulence in my life, everything don't seem right.
Please set me in the right path and guide me.
Stop me from taking matters in my own hands... teach me how to walk in you.
Strengthen my heart and teach me to trust you. Guide me in your ways.
Please renew my spirits.
Forgive me and please help heal those I've hurt.
I have no intention to hurt...but my foolishness have done so.
Lord, I thank you for bringing good people into my life and may you continue to look after them,
They walk in your spirits and they bring me alot of kindness and wisdom.
However, I don't think I've shown the same kindness... I feel really bad and sad.
Alot of negativity is in me now and I took matters into my own hands.
I tried very hard and been struggling....
I become very conflicted and brash with my decision.
I've become temperamental and say words in spite to others.
I've become defensive and hurtful.
This has happend in my work life and my personal life. The past weeks, it has been like this...full of turbulence.
it became very negative and hostile. I'm very sad and I am lost. I feel a lost of purpose...
I've made a few bad decisions and it happen because of anger. It happen because of foolishness.
Lord, I can't overcome this by myself. I need you. My spirits isn't strong and because I took matters into my own hands.
I became as I am now...
Lord, please protect my family and friends.
Please look after them and help them. Please touch their lives and love them.
I'm seeking your forgiveness and I'm also seeking their forgiveness for my wrong doings.
I am willing to walk in the spirits and not in the flesh.
I am willing to right all the wrongs I've done.
Please help me to change. Help me make good decisions...as I'm on many crossroads in my life.
Lord, I thank you.
Amen.
There is alot of turbulence in my life, everything don't seem right.
Please set me in the right path and guide me.
Stop me from taking matters in my own hands... teach me how to walk in you.
Strengthen my heart and teach me to trust you. Guide me in your ways.
Please renew my spirits.
Forgive me and please help heal those I've hurt.
I have no intention to hurt...but my foolishness have done so.
Lord, I thank you for bringing good people into my life and may you continue to look after them,
They walk in your spirits and they bring me alot of kindness and wisdom.
However, I don't think I've shown the same kindness... I feel really bad and sad.
Alot of negativity is in me now and I took matters into my own hands.
I tried very hard and been struggling....
I become very conflicted and brash with my decision.
I've become temperamental and say words in spite to others.
I've become defensive and hurtful.
This has happend in my work life and my personal life. The past weeks, it has been like this...full of turbulence.
it became very negative and hostile. I'm very sad and I am lost. I feel a lost of purpose...
I've made a few bad decisions and it happen because of anger. It happen because of foolishness.
Lord, I can't overcome this by myself. I need you. My spirits isn't strong and because I took matters into my own hands.
I became as I am now...
Lord, please protect my family and friends.
Please look after them and help them. Please touch their lives and love them.
I'm seeking your forgiveness and I'm also seeking their forgiveness for my wrong doings.
I am willing to walk in the spirits and not in the flesh.
I am willing to right all the wrongs I've done.
Please help me to change. Help me make good decisions...as I'm on many crossroads in my life.
Lord, I thank you.
Amen.
Sunday, August 9, 2009
I can't help falling in love with you.
Wise men say only fools rush in
But I cant help falling in love with you
Shall I stay
Would it be a sin
If I cant help falling in love with you
Like a river flows surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
Some things are meant to be
Take my hand, take my whole life too
For I cant help falling in love with you
Like a river flows surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
Some things are meant to be
Take my hand, take my whole life too
For I cant help falling in love with you
For I cant help falling in love with you
Saturday, August 8, 2009
Kids say the cutest things :)
Yasmin Ahmad...she is really very cool. Love her ads and the way it's presented. :)
Tan Hong Ming in love is sooo cute. He look so innocent and sweet....haha.. :):):)
Friday, August 7, 2009
AI - STORY (歌詞 Lyrics with English translation)
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限られた時の中で
Kagirareta toki no naka de
どれだけのコトが 出来るのだろう・・・
Doredake no koto ga dekiru no darou...
言葉に ならないほどの 想いを
Kotoba ni naranai hodo no omoi wo
どれだけ アナタに 伝えられるのだろう・・・
Doredake anata ni tsutae rareru no darou...
ずっと 閉じ込めてた
Zutto toji kometeta
胸の痛みを消してくれた
Mune no itami wo keshite kureta
今 私が笑えるのは
Ima watashi ga waraeru no wa
一緒に泣いてくれた キミがいたから
Issho ni naite kureta kimi ga itakara
一人じゃないから
Hitori ja nai kara
キミが私を守るから
Kimi ga watashi wo mamoru kara
強くなれる もう何も怖くないヨ・・・
Tsuyoku nareru mou nanimo kowaku nai yo...
時がなだめてく
Toki ga nadameteku
痛みと共に流れてく
Itami to tomo ni nagareteku
日の光が やさしく照らしてくれる
Hi no hikari ga yasashiku terashite kureru
説明する言葉も
Setsumei suru kotoba mo
ムリして笑うコトも しなくていいから
Muri shite warau koto mo shinakute iikara
(No,you don't have to worry)
何かあるなら いつでも頼ってほしい
Nanika aru nara itsu demo tayotte hoshii
疲れた時は 肩をかすから
Tsukareta toki wa kata wo kasu kara
どんなに強がっても
Donnani tsuyogattemo
ため息くらい する時もある
Tameiki kurai suru toki mo aru
孤独じゃ重い扉も
Kodoku ja omoi tobira mo
共に立ち上がれば また 動き始める
Tomo ni tachi agare ba mata ugoki hajimeru
一人じゃないから
Hitori ja nai kara
私がキミを守るから
Watashi ga kimi wo mamoru kara
あなたの笑う顔が 見たいと思うから
Anata no warau kao ga mitai to omou kara
時がなだめてく
Toki ga nadameteku
痛みと共に流れてく
Itami to tomo ni nagareteku
日の光が やさしく照らしてくれる
Hi no hikari ga yasashiku terashite kureru
時に人は傷つき、傷付けながら
Toki ni hito wa kizu tsuki, kizu tsuke nagara
染まる色はそれぞれ違うケド
Somaru iro wa sorezore chigau kedo
自分だけの STORY
Jibun dake no STORY
作りながら生きてくの
Tsukuri nagara ikitekuno
だから ずっと 、 ずっと
Dakara zutto, zutto
あきらめないで・・・
Akirame naide...
一人じゃないから
Hitori ja nai kara
私がキミを守るから
Watashi ga kimi wo mamoru kara
あなたの笑う顔が 見たいと思うから
Anata no warau kao ga mitai to omou kara
時がなだめてく
Toki ga nadameteku
痛みと共に流れてく
Itami to tomo ni nagareteku
日の光が やさしく照らしてくれる
Hi no hikari ga yasashiku terashite kureru
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I wonder how many things I can do within the limited time
My feelings are so strog that I can't put them into words
I wonder how much I can tell you
You erased the pain in my heart that I always locked inside
And now I can smile because you cried with me
Because I'm not alone
bcause you're protecting me
I can become strong, I'm not afraid of anything anymore...
Time soothes, it flows with the pain
The light of the day gently shines on me
The words that explain, You don't have to force yourself to smile
(No,you don't have to worry)
If there is anything you need, I want you to call on me any time
When you're tired, I'll lend you my shoulder
No matter how.strong you are, there are times that you will sigh
When the loneliness and the heavy door rise together,
you can begin to move again
Because you're not alone
because I'm protecting you
I thourht that I'd like to see your smiling face
Time soothes, it flows with the pain
The light of the day gently shines on you
Sometimes, people hurt others while getting hurt
Each of the dyed colore are different, but I will go on living
While I create my own story
So never, ever give up!
Because you're not alone
because I'm protecting you
I thourht that I'd like to see your smiling face
Time soothes, it flows with the pain
The light of the day gently shines on us
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If you only knew...
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
陈晓东 - 比我幸福
陈晓东 - 比我幸福
chén xiǎo dōng - bǐ wǒ xìng fú
Daniel Chan - Be Happier Than Me
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望着广场的时钟, 你还在我的怀里躲风
wàng zhe guǎng cháng de shí zhōng nǐ hái zài wǒ de huái lǐ duǒ fēng
Looking at the clock in the public square, You are still in my arms hiding from the wind
不习惯言不由衷, 沉默如何能让你都懂
bù xí guàn yán bù yóu zhōng chén mò rú hé néng ràng nǐ dōu dǒng
Not accustomed to the insincere words spoken, How can silence allow you to understand it all
此刻与你相拥, 也算有始有终
cǐ kè yǔ nǐ xiāng yǒng yě suàn yǒu shǐ yǒu zhōng
Embracing this moment with you, also counts as having a start and end
祝福有许多种, 心痛却尽在不言中
zhù fú yǒu xǔ duō zhòng xīn tòng què jìn zài bù yán zhōng
There are many types of blessings, but heartache is exhausted in not speaking
请你一定要比我幸福, 才不枉费我狼狈退出
qǐng nǐ yī dìng yào bǐ wǒ xìng fú cái bù wǎng fèi wǒ láng bèi tuì chū
Please may you surely be happier than me, just so my difficult withdrawal will not be in vain
再痛也不说苦, 爱不用抱歉来弭补
zài tòng yě bù shuō kǔ ài bù yòng bào qiàn lái mǐ bǔ
Even if I am aching I still won't say its painful, Love does not need pity (or being sorry) to make up for it
至少我能成全你的追逐
zhì shǎo wǒ néng chéng quán nǐ de zhuī zhú
The least I can do is to oblige with your pursuit
请记得你要比我幸福, 才值得我对自己残酷
qǐng jì de nǐ yào bǐ wǒ xìng fú cái zhí de wǒ duì zì jǐ cán kù
Please remember to be happier than me, so that it is worth being cruel to myself
我默默的倒数, 最后再把你看清楚
wǒ mò mò de dào shù zuì hòu zài bǎ nǐ kàn qīng chǔ
I silently count down, Lastly to get you to again see clearly
看你眼里的我好模糊, 慢慢被放逐
kàn nǐ yǎn lǐ de wǒ hǎo mó hu màn màn bèi fàng zhú
Seeing the me in your eyes, being so blurred and slowly vanishing
放心去追逐你的幸福
fàng xīn qù zhuī zhú nǐ de xìng fú
Go pursue your happiness at ease
别管我愿不愿,孤不孤独,都别在乎!
bié guǎn wǒ yuàn bù yuàn gū bù gū dú dōu bié zài hū
Don't worry whether I am willing or not, if I am lonely or not, don't worry about it all!
请你一定要比我幸福才不枉费我狼狈退出
qǐng nǐ yī dìng yào bǐ wǒ xìng fú cái bù wǎng fèi wǒ láng bèi tuì chū
Please may you be happier than me, just so my difficult withdrawal will not be in vain
再痛也不说苦爱不用抱歉来弭补
zài tòng yě bù shuō kǔ ài bù yòng bào qiàn lái mǐ bǔ
Even if I am aching I still won't say its painful, Love does not need pity (or being sorry) to make up for it
至少我能成全你的追逐
zhì shǎo wǒ néng chéng quán nǐ de zhuī zhú
The least I can do is to oblige with your pursuit
请记得你要比我幸福才值得我对自己残酷
qǐng jì de nǐ yào bǐ wǒ xìng fú cái zhí de wǒ duì zì jǐ cán kù
Please remember to be happier than me, so that it is worth being cruel to myself
我默默的倒数最后再把你看清楚
wǒ mò mò de dào shù zuì hòu zài bǎ nǐ kàn qīng chǔ
I silently count down, Lastly to get you to again see clearly
看你眼里的我好馍糊慢慢被放逐
kàn nǐ yǎn lǐ de wǒ hǎo mò hú màn màn bèi fàng zhú
Seeing the me in your eyes, so blurred, slowly vanishing
放心去追逐你的幸福
fàng xīn qù zhuī zhú nǐ de xìng fú
Go pursue your happiness at ease
别管我愿不愿孤不孤独都别在乎!
bié guǎn wǒ yuàn bù yuàn gū bù gū dú dōu bié zài hū
Don't worry whether I am willing or not, if I am lonely or not, don't worry about it all!
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she painted on a smile, erased all her tears & learnt how to pretend...
A smile is always better than a tear right?
Philippians 1:3
I thank God every time I remember you.
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
You are always on my mind....
(words & music by wayne thompson - mark james - johnny christopher)
Maybe I didnt treat you
Quite as good as I should have
Maybe I didnt love you
Quite as often as I could have
Little things I should have said and done
I just never took the time
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasnt died
Give me, give me one more chance
To keep you satisfied, satisfied
Maybe I didnt hold you
All those lonely, lonely times
And I guess I never told you
Im so happy that youre mine
If I make you feel second best
Girl, Im sorry I was blind
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasnt died
Give me, give me one more chance
To keep you satisfied, satisfied
Little things I should have said and done
I just never took the time
You were always on my mind
You are always on my mind
You are always on my mind
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Trust You by Yuna Ito....very nice song :)
Romanji Lyrics:
Hana wa kaze ni yureodoru you ni
Ame wa daichi wo uruosu you ni
Kono sekai wa yorisoiai ikiteru no ni
Naze hito wa kizutsukeau no?
Naze wakare wa otozureru no?
Kimi ga tooku ni itte mo mada
Itsumo kono kokoro no man'naka
Ano yasashii egao de umetsukusareta mama
Dakishimeta kimi no kakera ni
Itami kanjite mo mada
Tsunagaru kara
Shinjiteru yo
Mata aeru to
I'm waiting for your love
I love you, I trust you
Kimi no kodoku wo wakete hoshii
I love you, I trust you
Hikari demo yami demo
Futari dakara shinjiaeru no
Hanasanaide
Sekai no hate wo dare ga mita no?
Tabi no owari wo dare ga tsugeru no?
Ima wa kotae ga mienakute nagai yoru demo
Shinjita michi wo susunde hoshii
Sono sakimi hikari ga matsu kara
Kimi ga oshiete kureta uta wa
Ima mo kono kokoro no man'naka
Ano yasashii koe to tomo ni hibiiteru
Afureru kimochi no shizuku ga
Atatakaku hoho tsutau
Tsuyoku naru ne
Shinjiteru yo
Tsunagatteru to
Im always by your side
I love you, I trust you
Kimi no tame ni nagasu namida ga
I love you, I trust you
Ai wo oshiete kureta
Donna ni kimi ga michi ni mayotte mo
Soba ni iru yo
Waiting for your love
Always by your side
Youre the one that I love
Youre the one that I trust
Youre the only one
I love you, I trust you
Kimi no kodoku wo wakete hoshii
I love you, I trust you
Hikari demo yami demo
I love you, I trust you
Kanashimi demo yorokobi demo
I love you, I trust you
Kimi no subete wo mamoritai
Donna ni kimi ga michi ni mayotte mo
Soba ni iru yo
Futari dakara shinjiaeru no
Hanasanaide
English Translations of the Song.
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Flowers dance in the wind,
rain moistens the Earth…
If everyone in this world want to live together,
why do they hurt each other?
Why do they separate?
No matter how far you go, you’ll still
be in my heart.
With that tender smile, I get buried and
held in a fragment of you…
Even if you feel pain…we’re tied together,
I believe we’ll meet one again.
I’m waiting for your love.
I love you, I trust you
I hope you’ll share your loneliness with me.
I love you, I trust you
be it in light or darkness, because we trust each other,
so don’t let go.
Who has seen the world’s end?
Who informed us of the Journey’s End?
I can’t see the answer now, but even in long nights,
I hope you’ll continue on the path you believe in
because a light is waiting for you.
The song you’ve taught me
still lies within my heart.
Together with you, that tender voice resounds in my heart.
The fragment of my overflowing emotions
streak down my warm cheeks.
I’ve become strong right? I believe, we’re tied together.
I’m always by your side.
I love you, I trust you
for you, I shed these tears.
I love you, I trust you
you taught me what love is. Even if you get lost on your way,
I’ll be with you.
I love you, I trust you
I hope you’ll share your loneliness with me.
I love you, I trust you
be it in light or darkness.
I love you, I trust you
be it sadness or happiness.
I love you, I trust you
I want to protect your everything.
Even if you get lost on your way,
I’ll be with you because we trust each other…
Don’t let go.
Thursday, July 16, 2009
If Tomorrow Never Comes
"If Tomorrow Never Comes"
Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
What Hurts The Most
What Hurts The Most lyrics
Songwriters: Steele, Jeffrey; Robson, Steve;
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let ?em out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And havin' so much to say
(Much to say)
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do, oh
Oh yeah
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
(To say)
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do
Not seein' that lovin' you
That's what I was trying to do, ooo
Sunday, July 12, 2009
On the wings of Love~
ON THE WINGS OF LOVE (original singer: Jeffrey Osborne)
Just smile for me and let the day begin
You are the sunshine that lights my heat within
I'm sure that you're an angel in disguise
Come take my hand and together we will rise
On the wings of love
Up and above the clouds
The only way to fly
Is on the wings of love
On the wings of love
Only the two of us
Together flying high
Flying high
Upon the wings of love
You look at me and I begin to melt
Just like the snow when a ray of sun is felt
I'm crazy bout ya baby can't you see
I'd be delighted if you could come with me
On the wings of love
Up and above the clouds
The only way to fly
Is on the wings of love
On the wings of love
Only the two of us
Together flying high
Flying high
Upon the wings of love
Yes you belong to me
I'm yours exclusively
Right now we live and breathe
Each other Insepreble it seems,
We're flowing like a stream
Running free flowing
On the wings of love
On the wings of love
Up and above the clouds
The only way to fly
Is on the wings of love
On the wings of love
Only the two of us
Together flying high
Together flying high
On the wings of love
Up and above the clouds
The only way to fly
Is on the wings of love
On the wings of love
Only the two of us
Together flying high
Together flying high
Upon the wings of love
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Because you lived... :)
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live....
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live...
A Libra Girl's emotion... u can never understand... haha :)
This is one of my favorite songs...ya ya...a little too romantic...but I really like this song alot.:)
This is one of those songs...that no matter I'm happy or if I'm sad... after listening to it, I feel much better...haha... :)
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Tomorrow morning if you wake up
And the sun does not appear,
I will be here.
If in the dark we lose sight of love,
Hold my hand and have no fear,
‘Cause I will be here.
CHORUS
I will be here when you feel like being quiet;
When you need to speak your mind, I will listen.
And I will be here when the laughter turns to crying;
Through the winning, losing, and trying, we’ll be together,
‘Cause I will be here.
Tomorrow morning if you wake up
And the future is unclear,
I will be here.
As sure as seasons are made for change,
Our lifetimes are made for years,
So I will be here.
CHORUS
I will be here, so you can cry on my shoulder;
When the mirror tells us we’re older, I will hold you.
And I will be here to watch you grow in beauty,
And tell you all the things you are to me;
I will be here.
I will be true to the promise I have made,
To you and to the One who gave you to me.
As sure as seasons are made for change,
Our lifetimes are made for years,
So I, I will be here.
We'll be together and i will be here.
This is one of those songs...that no matter I'm happy or if I'm sad... after listening to it, I feel much better...haha... :)
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Tomorrow morning if you wake up
And the sun does not appear,
I will be here.
If in the dark we lose sight of love,
Hold my hand and have no fear,
‘Cause I will be here.
CHORUS
I will be here when you feel like being quiet;
When you need to speak your mind, I will listen.
And I will be here when the laughter turns to crying;
Through the winning, losing, and trying, we’ll be together,
‘Cause I will be here.
Tomorrow morning if you wake up
And the future is unclear,
I will be here.
As sure as seasons are made for change,
Our lifetimes are made for years,
So I will be here.
CHORUS
I will be here, so you can cry on my shoulder;
When the mirror tells us we’re older, I will hold you.
And I will be here to watch you grow in beauty,
And tell you all the things you are to me;
I will be here.
I will be true to the promise I have made,
To you and to the One who gave you to me.
As sure as seasons are made for change,
Our lifetimes are made for years,
So I, I will be here.
We'll be together and i will be here.
My Favorite Words of Wisdom
~My Favorite Words of Wisdom~
~The first rule to be respected is to respect other people first.~
~Life isn't about how to survive the storm, but how to dance in the rain.~
~There are 2 things in life that you will never get. Nothing & Everything. So quit complaining and don't just wait. Start to take some action now... an action causes a reaction...~
~The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the best of everything they have.~
~Dreams will come true for you as long as you persevere. While it would be nice if fate did all the work, the reality is that any worthy goals take time and effort before the rewards reveal themselves.~
~Remember that you will always be who you are... no one can change you... except yourself... people around you will always be there to help you... but it's up to yourself to make the 1st step.~
~Life is very brief... how many 10 years can one person have? How much sorrow must one endure? How much happiness can one achieve? If you live a fulfilled life... nothing is unattainable... nothing is impossible... nothing is left to regrets... ~
~Love isn't about finding the perfect person or becoming the perfect person for someone else... but to be the person who can help the other to be the best person they can ever be... if you love someone enough, you will want the best for them...if the person love you enough... they will also want the same for you.~
~Love is never failing... it's always there... even if it's hidden in your heart. It's a gift from God... and it's what makes you human.~
~The first rule to be respected is to respect other people first.~
~Life isn't about how to survive the storm, but how to dance in the rain.~
~There are 2 things in life that you will never get. Nothing & Everything. So quit complaining and don't just wait. Start to take some action now... an action causes a reaction...~
~The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the best of everything they have.~
~Dreams will come true for you as long as you persevere. While it would be nice if fate did all the work, the reality is that any worthy goals take time and effort before the rewards reveal themselves.~
~Remember that you will always be who you are... no one can change you... except yourself... people around you will always be there to help you... but it's up to yourself to make the 1st step.~
~Life is very brief... how many 10 years can one person have? How much sorrow must one endure? How much happiness can one achieve? If you live a fulfilled life... nothing is unattainable... nothing is impossible... nothing is left to regrets... ~
~Love isn't about finding the perfect person or becoming the perfect person for someone else... but to be the person who can help the other to be the best person they can ever be... if you love someone enough, you will want the best for them...if the person love you enough... they will also want the same for you.~
~Love is never failing... it's always there... even if it's hidden in your heart. It's a gift from God... and it's what makes you human.~
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Anyway...by Martina McBride
You can spend your whole life building
Something from nothin'
One storm can come and blow it all away
Build it anyway
You can chase a dream
That seems so out of reach
And you know it might not ever come your way
Dream it anyway
God is great
But sometimes life ain't good
And when I pray
It doesn't always turn out like I think it should
But I do it anyway
I do it anyway
This world's gone crazy
It's hard to believe
That tomorrow will be better than today
Believe it anyway
You can love someone with all your heart
For all the right reasons
In a moment they can choose to walk away
Love 'em anyway
God is great
But sometimes life ain't good
And when I pray
It doesn't always turn out like I think it should
But I do it anyway
Yea - I do it anyway
You can pour your soul out singing
A song you believe in
That tomorrow they'll forget you ever sang
Sing it anyway
Yea, sing it anyway
Yeah, yeah!
I sing
I dream
I love anyway
Don't Dream it's Over by Crowded House lyrics
There is freedom within, there is freedom without
Try to catch the deluge in a paper cup
Theres a battle ahead, many battles are lost
But youll never see the end of the road
While youre travelling with me
Hey now, hey now
Dont dream its over
Hey now, hey now
When the world comes in
They come, they come
To build a wall between us
We know they wont win
Now Im towing my car, theres a hole in the roof
My possessions are causing me suspicion but theres no proof
In the paper today tales of war and of waste
But you turn right over to the t.v. page
Hey now, hey now
Dont dream its over
Hey now, hey now
When the world comes in
They come, they come
To build a wall between us
We know they wont win
Now Im walking again to the beat of a drum
And Im counting the steps to the door of your heart
Only shadows ahead barely clearing the roof
Get to know the feeling of liberation and relief
Hey now, hey now
Dont dream its over
Hey now, hey now
When the world comes in
They come, they come
To build a wall between us
Dont ever let them win
Monday, June 22, 2009
The yellow brick road
Today is just like yesterday... nothing changes...everything still feels the same as before.
This morning, the weather is really cold... it rain in the morning... making me feel a little chilly...
Thought alot about alot of things lately....
What kind of roads have I been travelling down???... I've been walking down a very long road... looking back sometimes, it feels so far... has anyone ever felt tired of walking in life? I wonder...
Long long ago, I may have just give up walking... cos I refuse to move on... I refuse to walk....
I wanted to stop and never walk again. I really surrender then... because I don't see a point to it... everytime you walk, you'll fall... each time you take so much strength to pick yourself up, but end up falling down again. It hurts... it feels so fearful...to know you will fall again...
I felt weak.... I cry alot too... when I was younger. :) That is how I am. But as everyone knows... anyone of us will also go through this cycle... it's like a life lesson that everyone learns... Maybe not everyone go through the exact same process... but concept wise: each time you fall... you will learn to pick yourself up and then continue to walk again...
I learnt it the hard way... cos I sometimes allow myself to fall really bad... very silly of me. Maybe that is why...haha...I really want to give up... at least once you give up...you don't have to care anymore... is okay.... just sit down and see other people walking away... people walking further and further away....
A brother of mine once say to me... if you fall... don't give up. His philosophy was never to give up. No matter what circumstances are...no matter how hard you fall, you always pick yourself up again. I don't believe him at first... until I observe and notice that he really stand by his words.
No matter how bad life treats him... he never give up, he would really pull himself out of the mess and slowly move on. Something which I thought is impossible to do.... because it takes so much energy for a person to move on again after they have fallen.
Yet, this is reality...nothing is impossible. So many others have done it.... I believe there is always time for everything...and reason for everything to happen.... sometimes you don't have to justify why anymore... just accept it....acknowledge and move on...
Walking is something I do now in my daily life...it has become pretty much routine... just that the road I take is sometimes less traveled... and sometimes... it's not always smooth... but it's okay. I've learn to pick myself up now...
Wondering why I'm talking about traveling down roads? hmm... it's just something I've been reflecting on alot lately...
I think it's not easy to walk with me... cause I always go on those scenic roads... it takes longer to reach my destination... sometimes the roads isn't always nicely paved... but I enjoy my walk... Some places I've walk to,.... seems to take me in circles (like a round-a-bout or worse...imagine the Bermuda triangle)...
so you see... roads I choose to go... isn't always the most popular roads to traveled... It's a road less traveled...
But it's okay... I'm okay with it because I choose it. Plus, now it's different from last time.... I learn to pick myself up when I fall... even if it hurts... is okay... I can still walk. Nothing is easy... but nothing is difficult as well... the road ahead seem like a long way to go... for now...
Have you ever???
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I wonder...have you ever??? mayb i have...mayb i have never... mayb...sometimes...
it's just not important anymore...
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"Have You Ever"
[Chorus:]
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry?
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night?
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right?
Have you ever?
Have you ever?
Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything
To make them understand?
Have you ever had someone
Steal your heart away?
You'd give anything
To make them feel the same?
Have you ever searched for words
To get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start?
[Repeat chorus]
Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all your life?
You'd do just about anything
To look into their eyes?
Have you fin'ly found the one
You've given your heart to
Only to find that one
Won't give their heart to you?
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait
For that day when they will care?
[Repeat chorus]
[Bridge:]
What do I gotta do to get you in my arms, baby?
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand
How I need you next to me?
Gotta get you in my world
'Cause, baby, I can't sleep
[Repeat chorus twice]
Have you ever?
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Thursday, June 18, 2009
A Summer Story...
I'm always fascinated by the chinese story of "牛郎与织女" (also known as The Story of the Cowheard and the weaver girl).
But once a year all the birds in the world would take pity on them and fly up into heaven to form a bridge (鵲橋, "the bridge of magpies", Que Qiao) over the star Deneb in the Cygnus constellation so the lovers may be together for a single night, which is the seventh night of the seventh moon.
In Japan, this festival is also know as the Star Festival and this year 2009, the festival falls on the 26 August 2009.
But once a year all the birds in the world would take pity on them and fly up into heaven to form a bridge (鵲橋, "the bridge of magpies", Que Qiao) over the star Deneb in the Cygnus constellation so the lovers may be together for a single night, which is the seventh night of the seventh moon.
In Japan, this festival is also know as the Star Festival and this year 2009, the festival falls on the 26 August 2009.
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