Because you lived... :)

Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live....
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live...

A Libra Girl's emotion... u can never understand... haha :)

This is one of my favorite songs...ya ya...a little too romantic...but I really like this song alot.:)

This is one of those songs...that no matter I'm happy or if I'm sad... after listening to it, I feel much better...haha... :)

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Tomorrow morning if you wake up
And the sun does not appear,
I will be here.

If in the dark we lose sight of love,
Hold my hand and have no fear,
‘Cause I will be here.

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I will be here when you feel like being quiet;
When you need to speak your mind, I will listen.
And I will be here when the laughter turns to crying;
Through the winning, losing, and trying, we’ll be together,
‘Cause I will be here.

Tomorrow morning if you wake up
And the future is unclear,
I will be here.

As sure as seasons are made for change,
Our lifetimes are made for years,
So I will be here.

CHORUS
I will be here, so you can cry on my shoulder;
When the mirror tells us we’re older, I will hold you.
And I will be here to watch you grow in beauty,
And tell you all the things you are to me;
I will be here.

I will be true to the promise I have made,
To you and to the One who gave you to me.

As sure as seasons are made for change,
Our lifetimes are made for years,
So I, I will be here.
We'll be together and i will be here.

My Favorite Words of Wisdom

~My Favorite Words of Wisdom~

~The first rule to be respected is to respect other people first.~

~Life isn't about how to survive the storm, but how to dance in the rain.~

~There are 2 things in life that you will never get. Nothing & Everything. So quit complaining and don't just wait. Start to take some action now... an action causes a reaction...~

~The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the best of everything they have.~

~Dreams will come true for you as long as you persevere. While it would be nice if fate did all the work, the reality is that any worthy goals take time and effort before the rewards reveal themselves.~

~Remember that you will always be who you are... no one can change you... except yourself... people around you will always be there to help you... but it's up to yourself to make the 1st step.~

~Life is very brief... how many 10 years can one person have? How much sorrow must one endure? How much happiness can one achieve? If you live a fulfilled life... nothing is unattainable... nothing is impossible... nothing is left to regrets... ~

~Love isn't about finding the perfect person or becoming the perfect person for someone else... but to be the person who can help the other to be the best person they can ever be... if you love someone enough, you will want the best for them...if the person love you enough... they will also want the same for you.~

~Love is never failing... it's always there... even if it's hidden in your heart. It's a gift from God... and it's what makes you human.~

Anyway...by Martina McBride

You can spend your whole life building
Something from nothin'
One storm can come and blow it all away
Build it anyway

You can chase a dream
That seems so out of reach
And you know it might not ever come your way
Dream it anyway

God is great
But sometimes life ain't good
And when I pray
It doesn't always turn out like I think it should
But I do it anyway
I do it anyway

This world's gone crazy
It's hard to believe
That tomorrow will be better than today
Believe it anyway

You can love someone with all your heart
For all the right reasons
In a moment they can choose to walk away
Love 'em anyway

God is great
But sometimes life ain't good
And when I pray
It doesn't always turn out like I think it should
But I do it anyway
Yea - I do it anyway

You can pour your soul out singing
A song you believe in
That tomorrow they'll forget you ever sang
Sing it anyway
Yea, sing it anyway
Yeah, yeah!

I sing
I dream
I love anyway

Don't Dream it's Over by Crowded House lyrics

There is freedom within, there is freedom without
Try to catch the deluge in a paper cup
Theres a battle ahead, many battles are lost
But youll never see the end of the road
While youre travelling with me

Hey now, hey now
Dont dream its over
Hey now, hey now
When the world comes in
They come, they come
To build a wall between us
We know they wont win

Now Im towing my car, theres a hole in the roof
My possessions are causing me suspicion but theres no proof
In the paper today tales of war and of waste
But you turn right over to the t.v. page

Hey now, hey now
Dont dream its over
Hey now, hey now
When the world comes in
They come, they come
To build a wall between us
We know they wont win

Now Im walking again to the beat of a drum
And Im counting the steps to the door of your heart
Only shadows ahead barely clearing the roof
Get to know the feeling of liberation and relief

Hey now, hey now
Dont dream its over
Hey now, hey now
When the world comes in
They come, they come
To build a wall between us
Dont ever let them win

The yellow brick road

Today is just like yesterday... nothing changes...everything still feels the same as before.

This morning, the weather is really cold... it rain in the morning... making me feel a little chilly...

Thought alot about alot of things lately....
What kind of roads have I been travelling down???... I've been walking down a very long road... looking back sometimes, it feels so far... has anyone ever felt tired of walking in life? I wonder...

Long long ago, I may have just give up walking... cos I refuse to move on... I refuse to walk....

I wanted to stop and never walk again. I really surrender then... because I don't see a point to it... everytime you walk, you'll fall... each time you take so much strength to pick yourself up, but end up falling down again. It hurts... it feels so fearful...to know you will fall again...

I felt weak.... I cry alot too... when I was younger. :) That is how I am. But as everyone knows... anyone of us will also go through this cycle... it's like a life lesson that everyone learns... Maybe not everyone go through the exact same process... but concept wise: each time you fall... you will learn to pick yourself up and then continue to walk again...

I learnt it the hard way... cos I sometimes allow myself to fall really bad... very silly of me. Maybe that is why...haha...I really want to give up... at least once you give up...you don't have to care anymore... is okay.... just sit down and see other people walking away... people walking further and further away....

A brother of mine once say to me... if you fall... don't give up. His philosophy was never to give up. No matter what circumstances are...no matter how hard you fall, you always pick yourself up again. I don't believe him at first... until I observe and notice that he really stand by his words.

No matter how bad life treats him... he never give up, he would really pull himself out of the mess and slowly move on. Something which I thought is impossible to do.... because it takes so much energy for a person to move on again after they have fallen.

Yet, this is reality...nothing is impossible. So many others have done it.... I believe there is always time for everything...and reason for everything to happen.... sometimes you don't have to justify why anymore... just accept it....acknowledge and move on...

Walking is something I do now in my daily life...it has become pretty much routine... just that the road I take is sometimes less traveled... and sometimes... it's not always smooth... but it's okay. I've learn to pick myself up now...

Wondering why I'm talking about traveling down roads? hmm... it's just something I've been reflecting on alot lately...

I think it's not easy to walk with me... cause I always go on those scenic roads... it takes longer to reach my destination... sometimes the roads isn't always nicely paved... but I enjoy my walk... Some places I've walk to,.... seems to take me in circles (like a round-a-bout or worse...imagine the Bermuda triangle)...

so you see... roads I choose to go... isn't always the most popular roads to traveled... It's a road less traveled...

But it's okay... I'm okay with it because I choose it. Plus, now it's different from last time.... I learn to pick myself up when I fall... even if it hurts... is okay... I can still walk. Nothing is easy... but nothing is difficult as well... the road ahead seem like a long way to go... for now...

Have you ever???

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I wonder...have you ever??? mayb i have...mayb i have never... mayb...sometimes...
it's just not important anymore...

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"Have You Ever"

[Chorus:]
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry?
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night?
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right?
Have you ever?

Have you ever?

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything
To make them understand?
Have you ever had someone
Steal your heart away?
You'd give anything
To make them feel the same?
Have you ever searched for words
To get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start?

[Repeat chorus]

Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all your life?
You'd do just about anything
To look into their eyes?
Have you fin'ly found the one

You've given your heart to
Only to find that one
Won't give their heart to you?
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there

And all you can do is wait
For that day when they will care?

[Repeat chorus]

[Bridge:]
What do I gotta do to get you in my arms, baby?
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand
How I need you next to me?
Gotta get you in my world
'Cause, baby, I can't sleep

[Repeat chorus twice]

Have you ever?
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A Summer Story...

I'm always fascinated by the chinese story of "牛郎与织女" (also known as The Story of the Cowheard and the weaver girl).

But once a year all the birds in the world would take pity on them and fly up into heaven to form a bridge (鵲橋, "the bridge of magpies", Que Qiao) over the star Deneb in the Cygnus constellation so the lovers may be together for a single night, which is the seventh night of the seventh moon.

In Japan, this festival is also know as the Star Festival and this year 2009, the festival falls on the 26 August 2009.