Another trigger thought....

"What is the meaning of life?" is a question many people ask themselves at some point during their lives, most in the context "What is the purpose of life?" In variation, these are the more common answers we can get....

...to chase dreams
...to live one's dreams
...to spend it for something that will outlast it
...to matter: to count, to stand for something, to have made some difference that you lived at all
...to expand one's potential in life
...to become the person you've always wanted to be
...to become the best version of yourself
...to seek happiness and flourish
...to be a true authentic human being
...to be able to put the whole of oneself into one's feelings, one's work, one's beliefs
...to follow our destiny
...to submit to our destiny
...to create your own destiny
...to find out the possibilities, since it is possible that the meaning of life is all the meanings listed here, or even multiple meanings rather than just one


The meaning of life is deeply mixed with the philosophical and religious conceptions... yet, without it... can we understand it???

The philosophical perspectives on the meaning of life are those ideologies which explain life in terms of ideals or abstractions defined by humans.

The religious perspectives on the meaning of life are those ideologies which explain life in terms of an implicit purpose not defined by humans.

The point is... everyone gets a chance to determine what outcome of life they want... irregardless you are philosophically guided or religiously guided... The choice is always on yourself, not on what others say or think.

aih... really very free today... until become like this ya? not healthy right...


"加油吧，好人一定有好报"... this voice reminds me to stop feeling just for myself... when one person start to forget themselves, let them be reminded of others around them...

The climb...

Feeling much better now...
It's only when you hit rock bottom...then the only way to go... is up....
and now...the climb has begun...

For those who had worries for me... don't worry. I will fall. I will stand up.
It's a part of life....everyone also goes through that day in day out... I'm no different. So...it's really pointless to worry...haha...

But, I do thank you, if you did worry for me... cause...that is when you are concern. I'm thankful for your concern and care.

Been thinking alot these days.... it's a normal routine process. Felt that, I'm not troubled...but rather enlighten.

Learn that the 1st step sometimes is not the hardest... but the consistent steps are more challenging... because you know, you are on your way up. There is a need to build the momentum of your climb.

Climb too fast...you end up panting and feeling more restless to hold on....
Climb too slow...you end up feeling lazy to continue the climb...haha...
Humans are really complicated arent' they....
Then again, life is just as complicated as we allow them to be... :)

Which is why I believe, for different people... there is always a different process...

Important areas to look at:
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1)Goal and Objectives
2)Types of Motivation
3)Types of Process/ Methods use to obtain the goal.
4)Various types of end results


Case 1:
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Good Goals/Intention + Wrong Motivation + Wrong Process/Methods = Bad Results

Case 2:
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Good Goals/Intention + Right Motivation + Wrong Process/Methods = Dissatisfied Results


Case 3:
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Good Goals/Intention + Right Motivation + Right Process/Methods = Satisfied Results


***If the Goal in the beginning is bad...then no point la...haha... you also don't intend to set good goals for yourself, meaning not important to motivate or process it...so, no results required.

Even the most purest goal/intention...can be tainted and afflicted if the process used is ruthless, demanding and cruel... thus what is really the expected end result?

Many methods to choose... but need to use it wisely...
Certain times calls for certain methods...
certain times...calls not for certain methods...

This is what I think for now...

都是你 (It's you) by 光良 (Guang Liang)

都是你




谁改变了我的世界
没有方向没有日夜
我看著天这一刻在想你
是否会对我一样思念
你曾说我们有一个梦
等到那天我们来实现
我望著天在心中默默念
下一秒你出现在眼前
想念的心装满的都是你
我的钢琴弹奏的都是你
我的日记写满的都是你的名
才发现又另一个黎明

你曾说我们有一个梦
等到那天我们来实现
我望著天在心中默默念
下一秒你出现在眼前
想念的心装满的都是你
我的钢琴弹奏的都是你
我的日记写满的都是你的名
才发现又另一个黎明
我的日记写满的都是你的名
才发现又另一个黎明
这是我对你爱的累积

Translations and PinYin
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Shui gai bian le wo de shi jie
Who changed my world

Mei you fang xiang
Without a direction

mei you ri ye
Without days and nights

Wo kan zhe tian
I stare at the sky

Zhe yi ke zai xiang ni
In this moment while I think of you

Shi fou hui dui wo yi yang si nian
Wondering perhaps if youÂ’re missing me too

Ni ceng shuo
YouÂ’ve said before

Wo men you yi ge meng
We have a dream

Deng dao na tian
Waiting for that day

Wo men lai shi xian
For us to make it come true

Wo wang zhe tian
I stare at the sky

Zai xin zhong mo mo nian
Whispering softly in my heart

Xia yi miao ni qu xian zai yan qian
You will appear in front of me in the next moment

Xiang nian de xin
My heart thatÂ’s yearning

Zhong man de dou shi ni
Is filled also with you

Wo de gang qing
My piano

Dan zou de dou shi ni
Is also playing you

Wo de ri ji
My diary

Xie man de dou shi ni de ming
Is written full with your name also

Cai fa xian you ling yi ge li ming
Then I realize,thereÂ’s another dawn

Zhe shi wo
This is my

Dui ni ai de lei ji
Accumulation of my love to you

IF by Bread :)

This is a very romantic song... don't know why...it just kinda stuck in my head and heart today...haha...

although still not fully recover yet... but i'm getting better. Flu isn't as bad, cough still got...but it will go away soon. Just need to watch what i eat and take care of myself :)

I think... if i can paint... a thousand words is still insufficient..haha...
cause there is just so much to say. :P

But I'm content... I am happy to know that people are safe and sound. I guess that is more important. Smile silly girl...just smile... :):):)

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If a picture paints a thousand words,
then why can't I paint you?
The words would never show,
the you I've come to know . . .

If a face could launch a thousand ships,
then where am I to go?
There's no one home but you,
you're all that's left me to . . .

And when my love for life
is running dry,
You come and pour
yourself on me . . .

If a man could be two places at one time,
I'd be with you,
tomorrow and today,
beside you all the way . . .

If the world should stop revolving,
Spinning slowly down to die,
I'd spend the end with you
when the world was through . . .

Then one by one
the stars would all go out . . .
Then you and I
would simply fly away!

Please refresh my spirits... for me to move forward.

Lord help me be a better person each day.
Today I want to move on ahead, anew, refresh person...
Forgive me of my sins O Lord.
Please correct all the wrongs I've done...
I ask for forgiveness in my past and wisdom for my future.
If I am lost, please let me find you.
In Jesus Mighty Name, I Pray
Amen.

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Father God...

Thank you for this day Lord.
I commit myself in your Mighty hands.
Abba Father you lead and guide me through this day.
Yesterday has gone and tomorrow may never be mine.
Thank you for today O Lord...
It's a 'present' from you.
Show me Lord what you want me to do this day??
So many years of my life's gone by....
I don't know how long you will to keep me here on earth.
So...what do you want me to do today Lord???
Where do you want me to go??
What do you want me to say??
If you should lead me through a path that's new, let me not be afraid to walk along because your presence will abide with me.

This life I lay at your feet.
Help me to be the "Light" and "Salt" and let me make a difference in the lives of people I meet and interact with.
Abba Father help me not to bypass a person in need, a fellow pilgrim who's struggling, someone who has fallen by the way side.
Lord let me be a light to someone stumbling in the dark.
Use me Lord, let your will be done in my life and through my life.
Mould me and make me into a vessel of your choice and use me for your Glory Lord.
Let me decrease and you increase O Lord.
Thank you my loving Abba Father.
In JESUS Mighty Name...
AMEN~~~

I have a prayer request.... I am imperfect... but I really want to be on the right path again.

Lord, please help me. Set my heart right and stop me from messing up even more.
There is alot of turbulence in my life, everything don't seem right.
Please set me in the right path and guide me.

Stop me from taking matters in my own hands... teach me how to walk in you.
Strengthen my heart and teach me to trust you. Guide me in your ways.
Please renew my spirits.

Forgive me and please help heal those I've hurt.
I have no intention to hurt...but my foolishness have done so.

Lord, I thank you for bringing good people into my life and may you continue to look after them,
They walk in your spirits and they bring me alot of kindness and wisdom.
However, I don't think I've shown the same kindness... I feel really bad and sad.

Alot of negativity is in me now and I took matters into my own hands.
I tried very hard and been struggling....
I become very conflicted and brash with my decision.
I've become temperamental and say words in spite to others.
I've become defensive and hurtful.

This has happend in my work life and my personal life. The past weeks, it has been like this...full of turbulence.
it became very negative and hostile. I'm very sad and I am lost. I feel a lost of purpose...

I've made a few bad decisions and it happen because of anger. It happen because of foolishness.
Lord, I can't overcome this by myself. I need you. My spirits isn't strong and because I took matters into my own hands.
I became as I am now...

Lord, please protect my family and friends.
Please look after them and help them. Please touch their lives and love them.
I'm seeking your forgiveness and I'm also seeking their forgiveness for my wrong doings.
I am willing to walk in the spirits and not in the flesh.
I am willing to right all the wrongs I've done.
Please help me to change. Help me make good decisions...as I'm on many crossroads in my life.

Lord, I thank you.
Amen.

I can't help falling in love with you.

Wise men say only fools rush in
But I cant help falling in love with you
Shall I stay
Would it be a sin
If I cant help falling in love with you

Like a river flows surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
Some things are meant to be
Take my hand, take my whole life too
For I cant help falling in love with you

Like a river flows surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
Some things are meant to be
Take my hand, take my whole life too
For I cant help falling in love with you
For I cant help falling in love with you

How do I live without you?

YOU LIGHT UP MY LIFE

Kids say the cutest things :)

Yasmin Ahmad...she is really very cool. Love her ads and the way it's presented. :)
Tan Hong Ming in love is sooo cute. He look so innocent and sweet....haha.. :):):)

AI - STORY (歌詞 Lyrics with English translation)

~~~~~~ (歌詞 Lyrics) ~~~~~~
限られた時の中で
Kagirareta toki no naka de
どれだけのコトが 出来るのだろう・・・
Doredake no koto ga dekiru no darou...
言葉に ならないほどの 想いを
Kotoba ni naranai hodo no omoi wo
どれだけ アナタに 伝えられるのだろう・・・
Doredake anata ni tsutae rareru no darou...

ずっと 閉じ込めてた
Zutto toji kometeta
胸の痛みを消してくれた
Mune no itami wo keshite kureta
今 私が笑えるのは
Ima watashi ga waraeru no wa
一緒に泣いてくれた キミがいたから
Issho ni naite kureta kimi ga itakara

一人じゃないから
Hitori ja nai kara
キミが私を守るから
Kimi ga watashi wo mamoru kara
強くなれる もう何も怖くないヨ・・・
Tsuyoku nareru mou nanimo kowaku nai yo...
時がなだめてく
Toki ga nadameteku
痛みと共に流れてく
Itami to tomo ni nagareteku
日の光が やさしく照らしてくれる
Hi no hikari ga yasashiku terashite kureru

説明する言葉も
Setsumei suru kotoba mo
ムリして笑うコトも しなくていいから
Muri shite warau koto mo shinakute iikara
(No,you don't have to worry)
何かあるなら いつでも頼ってほしい
Nanika aru nara itsu demo tayotte hoshii
疲れた時は 肩をかすから
Tsukareta toki wa kata wo kasu kara

どんなに強がっても
Donnani tsuyogattemo
ため息くらい する時もある
Tameiki kurai suru toki mo aru
孤独じゃ重い扉も
Kodoku ja omoi tobira mo
共に立ち上がれば また 動き始める
Tomo ni tachi agare ba mata ugoki hajimeru

一人じゃないから
Hitori ja nai kara
私がキミを守るから
Watashi ga kimi wo mamoru kara
あなたの笑う顔が 見たいと思うから
Anata no warau kao ga mitai to omou kara
時がなだめてく
Toki ga nadameteku
痛みと共に流れてく
Itami to tomo ni nagareteku
日の光が やさしく照らしてくれる
Hi no hikari ga yasashiku terashite kureru

時に人は傷つき、傷付けながら
Toki ni hito wa kizu tsuki, kizu tsuke nagara
染まる色はそれぞれ違うケド
Somaru iro wa sorezore chigau kedo
自分だけの STORY
Jibun dake no STORY
作りながら生きてくの
Tsukuri nagara ikitekuno
だから ずっと 、 ずっと
Dakara zutto, zutto
あきらめないで・・・
Akirame naide...

一人じゃないから
Hitori ja nai kara
私がキミを守るから
Watashi ga kimi wo mamoru kara
あなたの笑う顔が 見たいと思うから
Anata no warau kao ga mitai to omou kara
時がなだめてく
Toki ga nadameteku
痛みと共に流れてく
Itami to tomo ni nagareteku
日の光が やさしく照らしてくれる
Hi no hikari ga yasashiku terashite kureru

---------- (English Translation.) ----------
I wonder how many things I can do within the limited time
My feelings are so strog that I can't put them into words
I wonder how much I can tell you

You erased the pain in my heart that I always locked inside
And now I can smile because you cried with me

Because I'm not alone
bcause you're protecting me
I can become strong, I'm not afraid of anything anymore...
Time soothes, it flows with the pain
The light of the day gently shines on me

The words that explain, You don't have to force yourself to smile
(No,you don't have to worry)
If there is anything you need, I want you to call on me any time
When you're tired, I'll lend you my shoulder

No matter how.strong you are, there are times that you will sigh
When the loneliness and the heavy door rise together,
you can begin to move again

Because you're not alone
because I'm protecting you
I thourht that I'd like to see your smiling face
Time soothes, it flows with the pain
The light of the day gently shines on you

Sometimes, people hurt others while getting hurt
Each of the dyed colore are different, but I will go on living
While I create my own story
So never, ever give up!

Because you're not alone
because I'm protecting you
I thourht that I'd like to see your smiling face
Time soothes, it flows with the pain
The light of the day gently shines on us
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If you only knew...

陈晓东 - 比我幸福

陈晓东 - 比我幸福
chén xiǎo dōng - bǐ wǒ xìng fú
Daniel Chan - Be Happier Than Me
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望着广场的时钟, 你还在我的怀里躲风
wàng zhe guǎng cháng de shí zhōng nǐ hái zài wǒ de huái lǐ duǒ fēng
Looking at the clock in the public square, You are still in my arms hiding from the wind

不习惯言不由衷, 沉默如何能让你都懂
bù xí guàn yán bù yóu zhōng chén mò rú hé néng ràng nǐ dōu dǒng
Not accustomed to the insincere words spoken, How can silence allow you to understand it all

此刻与你相拥, 也算有始有终
cǐ kè yǔ nǐ xiāng yǒng yě suàn yǒu shǐ yǒu zhōng
Embracing this moment with you, also counts as having a start and end

祝福有许多种, 心痛却尽在不言中
zhù fú yǒu xǔ duō zhòng xīn tòng què jìn zài bù yán zhōng
There are many types of blessings, but heartache is exhausted in not speaking

请你一定要比我幸福, 才不枉费我狼狈退出
qǐng nǐ yī dìng yào bǐ wǒ xìng fú cái bù wǎng fèi wǒ láng bèi tuì chū
Please may you surely be happier than me, just so my difficult withdrawal will not be in vain

再痛也不说苦, 爱不用抱歉来弭补
zài tòng yě bù shuō kǔ ài bù yòng bào qiàn lái mǐ bǔ
Even if I am aching I still won't say its painful, Love does not need pity (or being sorry) to make up for it

至少我能成全你的追逐
zhì shǎo wǒ néng chéng quán nǐ de zhuī zhú
The least I can do is to oblige with your pursuit

请记得你要比我幸福, 才值得我对自己残酷
qǐng jì de nǐ yào bǐ wǒ xìng fú cái zhí de wǒ duì zì jǐ cán kù
Please remember to be happier than me, so that it is worth being cruel to myself

我默默的倒数, 最后再把你看清楚
wǒ mò mò de dào shù zuì hòu zài bǎ nǐ kàn qīng chǔ
I silently count down, Lastly to get you to again see clearly

看你眼里的我好模糊, 慢慢被放逐
kàn nǐ yǎn lǐ de wǒ hǎo mó hu màn màn bèi fàng zhú
Seeing the me in your eyes, being so blurred and slowly vanishing

放心去追逐你的幸福
fàng xīn qù zhuī zhú nǐ de xìng fú
Go pursue your happiness at ease

别管我愿不愿,孤不孤独,都别在乎!
bié guǎn wǒ yuàn bù yuàn gū bù gū dú dōu bié zài hū
Don't worry whether I am willing or not, if I am lonely or not, don't worry about it all!

请你一定要比我幸福才不枉费我狼狈退出
qǐng nǐ yī dìng yào bǐ wǒ xìng fú cái bù wǎng fèi wǒ láng bèi tuì chū
Please may you be happier than me, just so my difficult withdrawal will not be in vain

再痛也不说苦爱不用抱歉来弭补
zài tòng yě bù shuō kǔ ài bù yòng bào qiàn lái mǐ bǔ
Even if I am aching I still won't say its painful, Love does not need pity (or being sorry) to make up for it

至少我能成全你的追逐
zhì shǎo wǒ néng chéng quán nǐ de zhuī zhú
The least I can do is to oblige with your pursuit

请记得你要比我幸福才值得我对自己残酷
qǐng jì de nǐ yào bǐ wǒ xìng fú cái zhí de wǒ duì zì jǐ cán kù
Please remember to be happier than me, so that it is worth being cruel to myself

我默默的倒数最后再把你看清楚
wǒ mò mò de dào shù zuì hòu zài bǎ nǐ kàn qīng chǔ
I silently count down, Lastly to get you to again see clearly

看你眼里的我好馍糊慢慢被放逐
kàn nǐ yǎn lǐ de wǒ hǎo mò hú màn màn bèi fàng zhú
Seeing the me in your eyes, so blurred, slowly vanishing

放心去追逐你的幸福
fàng xīn qù zhuī zhú nǐ de xìng fú
Go pursue your happiness at ease

别管我愿不愿孤不孤独都别在乎!
bié guǎn wǒ yuàn bù yuàn gū bù gū dú dōu bié zài hū
Don't worry whether I am willing or not, if I am lonely or not, don't worry about it all!

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she painted on a smile, erased all her tears & learnt how to pretend...
A smile is always better than a tear right?

Philippians 1:3
I thank God every time I remember you.