I have a prayer request.... I am imperfect... but I really want to be on the right path again.

Lord, please help me. Set my heart right and stop me from messing up even more.
There is alot of turbulence in my life, everything don't seem right.
Please set me in the right path and guide me.

Stop me from taking matters in my own hands... teach me how to walk in you.
Strengthen my heart and teach me to trust you. Guide me in your ways.
Please renew my spirits.

Forgive me and please help heal those I've hurt.
I have no intention to hurt...but my foolishness have done so.

Lord, I thank you for bringing good people into my life and may you continue to look after them,
They walk in your spirits and they bring me alot of kindness and wisdom.
However, I don't think I've shown the same kindness... I feel really bad and sad.

Alot of negativity is in me now and I took matters into my own hands.
I tried very hard and been struggling....
I become very conflicted and brash with my decision.
I've become temperamental and say words in spite to others.
I've become defensive and hurtful.

This has happend in my work life and my personal life. The past weeks, it has been like this...full of turbulence.
it became very negative and hostile. I'm very sad and I am lost. I feel a lost of purpose...

I've made a few bad decisions and it happen because of anger. It happen because of foolishness.
Lord, I can't overcome this by myself. I need you. My spirits isn't strong and because I took matters into my own hands.
I became as I am now...

Lord, please protect my family and friends.
Please look after them and help them. Please touch their lives and love them.
I'm seeking your forgiveness and I'm also seeking their forgiveness for my wrong doings.
I am willing to walk in the spirits and not in the flesh.
I am willing to right all the wrongs I've done.
Please help me to change. Help me make good decisions...as I'm on many crossroads in my life.

Lord, I thank you.
Amen.

I can't help falling in love with you.

Wise men say only fools rush in
But I cant help falling in love with you
Shall I stay
Would it be a sin
If I cant help falling in love with you

Like a river flows surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
Some things are meant to be
Take my hand, take my whole life too
For I cant help falling in love with you

Like a river flows surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
Some things are meant to be
Take my hand, take my whole life too
For I cant help falling in love with you
For I cant help falling in love with you

How do I live without you?

YOU LIGHT UP MY LIFE

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Yasmin Ahmad...she is really very cool. Love her ads and the way it's presented. :)
Tan Hong Ming in love is sooo cute. He look so innocent and sweet....haha.. :):):)

AI - STORY (歌詞 Lyrics with English translation)

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限られた時の中で
Kagirareta toki no naka de
どれだけのコトが 出来るのだろう・・・
Doredake no koto ga dekiru no darou...
言葉に ならないほどの 想いを
Kotoba ni naranai hodo no omoi wo
どれだけ アナタに 伝えられるのだろう・・・
Doredake anata ni tsutae rareru no darou...

ずっと 閉じ込めてた
Zutto toji kometeta
胸の痛みを消してくれた
Mune no itami wo keshite kureta
今 私が笑えるのは
Ima watashi ga waraeru no wa
一緒に泣いてくれた キミがいたから
Issho ni naite kureta kimi ga itakara

一人じゃないから
Hitori ja nai kara
キミが私を守るから
Kimi ga watashi wo mamoru kara
強くなれる もう何も怖くないヨ・・・
Tsuyoku nareru mou nanimo kowaku nai yo...
時がなだめてく
Toki ga nadameteku
痛みと共に流れてく
Itami to tomo ni nagareteku
日の光が やさしく照らしてくれる
Hi no hikari ga yasashiku terashite kureru

説明する言葉も
Setsumei suru kotoba mo
ムリして笑うコトも しなくていいから
Muri shite warau koto mo shinakute iikara
(No,you don't have to worry)
何かあるなら いつでも頼ってほしい
Nanika aru nara itsu demo tayotte hoshii
疲れた時は 肩をかすから
Tsukareta toki wa kata wo kasu kara

どんなに強がっても
Donnani tsuyogattemo
ため息くらい する時もある
Tameiki kurai suru toki mo aru
孤独じゃ重い扉も
Kodoku ja omoi tobira mo
共に立ち上がれば また 動き始める
Tomo ni tachi agare ba mata ugoki hajimeru

一人じゃないから
Hitori ja nai kara
私がキミを守るから
Watashi ga kimi wo mamoru kara
あなたの笑う顔が 見たいと思うから
Anata no warau kao ga mitai to omou kara
時がなだめてく
Toki ga nadameteku
痛みと共に流れてく
Itami to tomo ni nagareteku
日の光が やさしく照らしてくれる
Hi no hikari ga yasashiku terashite kureru

時に人は傷つき、傷付けながら
Toki ni hito wa kizu tsuki, kizu tsuke nagara
染まる色はそれぞれ違うケド
Somaru iro wa sorezore chigau kedo
自分だけの STORY
Jibun dake no STORY
作りながら生きてくの
Tsukuri nagara ikitekuno
だから ずっと 、 ずっと
Dakara zutto, zutto
あきらめないで・・・
Akirame naide...

一人じゃないから
Hitori ja nai kara
私がキミを守るから
Watashi ga kimi wo mamoru kara
あなたの笑う顔が 見たいと思うから
Anata no warau kao ga mitai to omou kara
時がなだめてく
Toki ga nadameteku
痛みと共に流れてく
Itami to tomo ni nagareteku
日の光が やさしく照らしてくれる
Hi no hikari ga yasashiku terashite kureru

---------- (English Translation.) ----------
I wonder how many things I can do within the limited time
My feelings are so strog that I can't put them into words
I wonder how much I can tell you

You erased the pain in my heart that I always locked inside
And now I can smile because you cried with me

Because I'm not alone
bcause you're protecting me
I can become strong, I'm not afraid of anything anymore...
Time soothes, it flows with the pain
The light of the day gently shines on me

The words that explain, You don't have to force yourself to smile
(No,you don't have to worry)
If there is anything you need, I want you to call on me any time
When you're tired, I'll lend you my shoulder

No matter how.strong you are, there are times that you will sigh
When the loneliness and the heavy door rise together,
you can begin to move again

Because you're not alone
because I'm protecting you
I thourht that I'd like to see your smiling face
Time soothes, it flows with the pain
The light of the day gently shines on you

Sometimes, people hurt others while getting hurt
Each of the dyed colore are different, but I will go on living
While I create my own story
So never, ever give up!

Because you're not alone
because I'm protecting you
I thourht that I'd like to see your smiling face
Time soothes, it flows with the pain
The light of the day gently shines on us
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If you only knew...

陈晓东 - 比我幸福

陈晓东 - 比我幸福
chén xiǎo dōng - bǐ wǒ xìng fú
Daniel Chan - Be Happier Than Me
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望着广场的时钟, 你还在我的怀里躲风
wàng zhe guǎng cháng de shí zhōng nǐ hái zài wǒ de huái lǐ duǒ fēng
Looking at the clock in the public square, You are still in my arms hiding from the wind

不习惯言不由衷, 沉默如何能让你都懂
bù xí guàn yán bù yóu zhōng chén mò rú hé néng ràng nǐ dōu dǒng
Not accustomed to the insincere words spoken, How can silence allow you to understand it all

此刻与你相拥, 也算有始有终
cǐ kè yǔ nǐ xiāng yǒng yě suàn yǒu shǐ yǒu zhōng
Embracing this moment with you, also counts as having a start and end

祝福有许多种, 心痛却尽在不言中
zhù fú yǒu xǔ duō zhòng xīn tòng què jìn zài bù yán zhōng
There are many types of blessings, but heartache is exhausted in not speaking

请你一定要比我幸福, 才不枉费我狼狈退出
qǐng nǐ yī dìng yào bǐ wǒ xìng fú cái bù wǎng fèi wǒ láng bèi tuì chū
Please may you surely be happier than me, just so my difficult withdrawal will not be in vain

再痛也不说苦, 爱不用抱歉来弭补
zài tòng yě bù shuō kǔ ài bù yòng bào qiàn lái mǐ bǔ
Even if I am aching I still won't say its painful, Love does not need pity (or being sorry) to make up for it

至少我能成全你的追逐
zhì shǎo wǒ néng chéng quán nǐ de zhuī zhú
The least I can do is to oblige with your pursuit

请记得你要比我幸福, 才值得我对自己残酷
qǐng jì de nǐ yào bǐ wǒ xìng fú cái zhí de wǒ duì zì jǐ cán kù
Please remember to be happier than me, so that it is worth being cruel to myself

我默默的倒数, 最后再把你看清楚
wǒ mò mò de dào shù zuì hòu zài bǎ nǐ kàn qīng chǔ
I silently count down, Lastly to get you to again see clearly

看你眼里的我好模糊, 慢慢被放逐
kàn nǐ yǎn lǐ de wǒ hǎo mó hu màn màn bèi fàng zhú
Seeing the me in your eyes, being so blurred and slowly vanishing

放心去追逐你的幸福
fàng xīn qù zhuī zhú nǐ de xìng fú
Go pursue your happiness at ease

别管我愿不愿,孤不孤独,都别在乎!
bié guǎn wǒ yuàn bù yuàn gū bù gū dú dōu bié zài hū
Don't worry whether I am willing or not, if I am lonely or not, don't worry about it all!

请你一定要比我幸福才不枉费我狼狈退出
qǐng nǐ yī dìng yào bǐ wǒ xìng fú cái bù wǎng fèi wǒ láng bèi tuì chū
Please may you be happier than me, just so my difficult withdrawal will not be in vain

再痛也不说苦爱不用抱歉来弭补
zài tòng yě bù shuō kǔ ài bù yòng bào qiàn lái mǐ bǔ
Even if I am aching I still won't say its painful, Love does not need pity (or being sorry) to make up for it

至少我能成全你的追逐
zhì shǎo wǒ néng chéng quán nǐ de zhuī zhú
The least I can do is to oblige with your pursuit

请记得你要比我幸福才值得我对自己残酷
qǐng jì de nǐ yào bǐ wǒ xìng fú cái zhí de wǒ duì zì jǐ cán kù
Please remember to be happier than me, so that it is worth being cruel to myself

我默默的倒数最后再把你看清楚
wǒ mò mò de dào shù zuì hòu zài bǎ nǐ kàn qīng chǔ
I silently count down, Lastly to get you to again see clearly

看你眼里的我好馍糊慢慢被放逐
kàn nǐ yǎn lǐ de wǒ hǎo mò hú màn màn bèi fàng zhú
Seeing the me in your eyes, so blurred, slowly vanishing

放心去追逐你的幸福
fàng xīn qù zhuī zhú nǐ de xìng fú
Go pursue your happiness at ease

别管我愿不愿孤不孤独都别在乎!
bié guǎn wǒ yuàn bù yuàn gū bù gū dú dōu bié zài hū
Don't worry whether I am willing or not, if I am lonely or not, don't worry about it all!

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she painted on a smile, erased all her tears & learnt how to pretend...
A smile is always better than a tear right?

Philippians 1:3
I thank God every time I remember you.